Better...

I feel more confident about the drama... A few rehearsals today didn't make it all perfect but we're gonna get there. It's really hard... we have to synchronize the moves, we need better timing but I think we're gonna be just fine. I have a lot of things on my mind... especially with school tomorrow and that book I haven't read for literature class but somehow I feel more optimistic about everything. I have to read the Word more...
Oh, and by the way... church is beautiful after that painting... They've painted only the big hall but it's so light, so clean and looks so fresh =) It's a great thing that it's gonna be ready by Easter =)
It was great having those few minutes to talk to you... On the way to church. Mostly I talked but simply walking next to you comforts me and makes me feel better. Thanks for the ice-cream =)
I don't know why but I want to apologize for all the bad things I've done... Or maybe not bad but not exactly right. For every word I shouldn't have said, for everything I shouldn't have done. I am sorry if sometimes I make you mad or make your day worse... It's not on purpose, it's not something I want to do but it still happens. I am sorry if something is not the way you want it, if something about me is not right. I love you with all my heart and I am willing to change. I am sorry if I'm doing stuff you don't like, stuff you don't approve or stuff you don't want me to do. Even when I do stupid things or hurt you... Just remember that no matter what I love you with all my being. And I would do anything, give anything to be with you. Also... I am praying for you... never forget that. I am praying that God holds you and gives you strength and hope. I got your back =)