Fatherhood

Today was a pretty nice day. Church, good service, reading a lot of great quotes, walking home with the guy i love and even standing on that bus stop was great =)
And just staying at home when everyone else is going out... that is kinda new to me but it's kinda nice. =)
I should totally update my diary so that you might have other funny things to read :D

Thank You God for letting me control my own life so that I may learn that I suck at it. It's like a little child and a Father. The Father is always there to hold my hand and yet at some point I think I'm old enough and strong enough to walk on my own. So I let go. He says No. But I don't need His hand anymore. I make a few steps on my own and then of course fall... And yet there He is, right by my side even though I told Him I don't need Him. He still loves me. And He's not the kind of God who will laugh and say something like: "Ha Ha I told ya so". He comes and softly takes me by the hand, picking me up and caring me like a real Father. Yeah, that's Fatherhood. That's love. Thank You for letting me fall so that I may know that I can't walk on my own. Thank You for letting me fail so that I may realize that I need You and can't live without You. Forgive me for forgetting that.