Make me smile...

I want to ask you for something... I need you to do something for me. You are all I have now so there's no one else to turn to... And even if there was someone else I would still turn to you... Anyway... I'm not in my right place, I need you to really pray for me... really really hard. I know that you do that but I'm very serious... I need you to back me up cause I'm losing the ground under my feet and I need you to help me pull it back together. I trust you. I love you. And now I really need you. I've always needed you but this time I need you to really support me, not tell anyone about this... Just me and you... And I need you to fight for me, be strong for me. Just be with me and promise that no matter what you'll always be by my side to take care of me. When you read this... don't ask me about it. I need you to just do what I asked. I wrote it here cause it's easier, you can't ask questions. So please, don't expect me to explain. Just be with me in this. Be with me. Fight for me. Fight for yourself and for me. Fight hard cause I really need you...

Remember you sent me this picture... and we laughed about it... But I need you to keep that promise. Make me smile... I haven't done that in such a long time... Make me smile...