I don't know if you'll read it... I doubt it you'd open this blog again but if you do... Well, I didn't write this for you. This is my blog, my feelings... Feel free to... not feel anything when/if you read this...
I don't even know what to say... I got the answers to my questions... the ones I posted below.
I still wait for you to call and tell me something like "forget all those stupid things I said, I didn't mean it, I love you..." And it's so stupid... to wait for that. I don't need my phone. Cause you won't call. I can see you, living your own life, life a part of which I'm not... And it seems to me like you're fine. And I'm the one crying.
You don't love me. I really can't believe it. Well, I guess I'm gonna have to...
It's starting to snow outside... And I don't care. I usually love snow, but not now, not these days. Why do I need snow if you're not there to enjoy it with me...
And I wake up and the first thing that I think of is your name... The second thing... Your words.
I'm praying for you. I don't pray for God to make you love me again. That would be insanely ridiculous. I pray that God will lift you up, help you, give you all those things I can't... Or shouldn't I say couldn't. I pray that God may hold you in His arms and bless you.
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