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Best friends become former best friends and people care until they don't anymore. But it's ok cause if you tell them all that they're gonna be all over you trying to help... But if you keep your mouth shut no one's even gonna notice. And life is a funny thing, it just works that way. You just get thrown out like a tissue that's not needed anymore and you wonder why... It's obvious... You're just simply not needed anymore. Once people find out who you really are they tend to not like that and that's the end of it. Oh, but it's not like you're a bad person... You're just not good enough for them to stick around. And the answer is to find people who will stick around no matter what... Ha ha. Easier said than done. I personally think they don't exist. Cause everyone needs, wants something... So your friendship depends on how well you satisfy their needs. If you suddenly decide not to go with every little desire... better open the phone book and start looking for new friends. But hey... if that's generally true that means that I am like that too... Cool. So now it's not just that I don't have real friends... I am not a real friend either. Everyone sucks and so do I. Gotta stop watching that show... It's gonna ruin me... more than I already am...