C'est La Vie... I suppose...

So many things inside my 0.00000000001 square foot head...
The moon is simply unbearable, or so it seems...
And water's dripping from my hair and it's freezing cold... But it doesn't matter much cause I wonder if I'm stupid or simply not smart enough. Feels like I've already been here and I am sure I haven't. And patience is what I'm learning. But that's a big word. Bigger than any other word I know. You are sitting inside my head making me unable to think clearly. And no matter how hard I try it always ends up with one thing. You. That's a complex term too. I am drinking my milk but milk, I've found, doesn't solve problems, doesn't make things better. And frankly... I don't know what does. And questions are getting bigger, more complicated, more difficult, more invading.

And one thing I have... a teeny tiny hope... That God is going to put things in order... In whatever order He wants...