Sometimes it hurts, but sometimes it lasts...

Irreplaceable.
Unparalleled.
Unlike anything else, anyone else.

30 years from now, turning back I will regret it. I know I will. I will wonder. I will come back here, to this particular moment. And not like I can do anything about it now. I am simply sure that it will be the same with you. Not because I am anything special. Not because you can't breathe without me.

But because for some crazy reason love is stronger than us. Bigger than anything we know.

There are millions who are better than me. And there are millions who are better than you. But no one quite like me. And no one quite like you. No two people quite like us. I don't know why that is. But honestly I don't think it matters that much. I've seen your worst, you have seen mine. And still we're here, trying to walk separately but still turning around. And it will always be like this. Even if we decide to let go, leave for good... We will always come back to one another. I know I will always be somewhere in the back of your mind, kept in secret. You will always remember me. Even if you decide to walk away. And I know you will always be in my heart, in a private place only for you. And only I would know how to reach that place. Because I made it, for you, for us. I feel tied to you. And no matter how much you fight it or deny it... you are too. There is something invisible pulling you closer to me, and me to you. And I guess it's up to us to decide what we'll do with it. We can try to cut the bond. But I don't think we can.

Even if we wanted to.

So this is me saying that 30 years from now I will still turn around, and run back to you.

But 30 years from now I don't want to have to run to reach you. I want to be able to simply turn in my bed and see your eyes lovingly looking at me.