Tunnel? Light?

I am not sure whether it's the idea of it or an actual thing but I feel better. Safer. Lighter. Sometimes things change, sometimes they work out. I hope this turns out to be one of those times.
I love what honesty and love can do when used properly and combined. I love adult conversations that open people's eyes about something. Especially if I'm the one saying the smart, eyes-opening things.
I only know that I feel more optimistic. Maybe it's not that dark after all. I won't delete my angry messages, my pictures... any of it, in fact. I refuse to delete memories, even if they are unpleasant. I want to remember all, keep all, learn from all. If that's how I felt some time ago... means I had a reason to. So I won't pretend I haven't been angry and hurt the past few days.
But if it's a tunnel, maybe I've reached the end... No, not yet, but at least maybe I can see the end. Just so you know... I may be wrong about this all. But I like the feeling of being better even if it's just for a little bit. So I won't ponder it... Instead I'll just kick back and enjoy it.