tonight

It's just one of those days, one of those moments when I want to give up everything... I want to lift up my hands, give up on all these things, all these people... And go live somewhere far far away... Or even better - die.

I know that all those so called "problems" are nothing and with God's help I'll manage and I'll win... But today victory seems far away and tears are near... And I know that victory has been given to me.. But today the wounds and scars that lie before it, are more pressing...

Today I want to give up...

I won't! Ever!

But oh how I want to...